sigh

so im back...i kinda meant to stay away til new years day but i got sick and have spent the last 3 days creating a bum shaped crater in the sofa and my bed and im bored. Christmas did a huge belly flop on boxing day. and ive been pretty much wiped out, delirious and emptying my stomach. nice. the last time i felt this bad was when i ended up in an ambulance feeling a little brighter this avo and feel justify to be here as ive done evrything else to pass the time and this is the last resort.

but my eyes are fuzzy and my head is hurting so im gonna have to duck out again.

christas day was good. some of my family from colombia were here. i havent seen them for 18months since i was there so was awesome to catch up. photos at some point.

anyway im supposed to be by the seaside with my granparents and aunt, uncle, their 2 kids and 2 other cousins. and im gutted cos im not. damn it, i really wanted to see them and ive been needing devon therapy all term.

urgh really gonna have to go...everythings swimming...