fool

i made a total and utter fool of myself in church today. but that's good. becuase it felt ok to. That's what church is about. Grace.

Hugh, my vicar said in the sermon that christchurch is a place for evildoers and for the broken and if we don't think we're that then we should leave right now. same goes for any church. but we don't believe it.

Thats why I like christchurch. honesty. and i like the fact that we pray together, for each other and cry with each other and laugh with each other. joy and pain.

that's why i like christchurch and why it's ok when what happened this morning happened.