hmmm

so tonight i was supposed to go to two parties.

instead i sat in a blanket, watched xfactor, tried to do some reading and tried to work out why on earth i wasn't at the parties. oh and i ate choclate. so i did some press ups and kickboxing practice to compensate.

maybe i might blog soon about something in my head. but i feel judged for my blog. i find it strange that strange people i dont know read it. it's cool wheh theres a visitor but its also weird. and my blogging is becoming something i do for show rather than being what i originally intended. i especially feel self-conscious of it at the moment as im being more introspective and poopy than usual.

ah well. i just need a prince to come and rescue me and whisk me off on his horse to some castle far far far away, where there are no Chrisian Unions, to live happily ever after. Problem is no prince wants someone who is not even vaguely princess-like.

the major question for now is...what happens if i turn up at the biblical evangelsim conference and havent written my talk? do i get sent home or do i just have to sit in the corner with a cap on my head with a 'D' on it?

meanwhile. i should be in bed.